LIFE IS A STAGE
RAPTUROUS LOVE
RHAPSODY

Monday, September 07, 2009 - 3:13 PM


Hello Wello Jellos!

In case anyone might be wondering why haven't I been blogging.
Truth be told, I've moved. Well, I didn't have the heart to delete this site of mine, so I shall just leave it stagnant here.

I love my new blog right now. Go check it out @

PONYDUSTZ.ONSUGAR.COM

Sometimes you just have to put down certain things in life to be able to move on. Well, I'm slowly trying to put down my past, let it all flow out of me, & just embrace of what's to come next.

This will be my last entry here on princess-joyy.blogspot.com.

I love you all babies! (: xoxo, Joy Molina.

Sunday, August 30, 2009 - 9:26 AM

"Without you, I'll crumble."

Friday, went to school again to get my lappy fixed. Some unknown person I didn't know helped me then Patrick, insist on helping me with my lappy, he's really nice. Thumbs up to him! (: Spent a few hours there I think, then cabbed down to Gerald's place. We had dinner at Thomson area, & I stayed over.

Friday night which is Saturday early morning, I dreamt about death & everything felt so real, I woke up, the first thing I remembered was turning left & right, finding you. You were not there. This sparked the emotions in me. I called you, you were out of hse. I needed you. I wanted to hug you. You came home, & crashed to bed immediately. My heart ached, I held back my tears. I wished you knew how I felt..

Most of the time when I turn in, you would always leave my side after a few minutes, just why can't you stay? It makes me feel as though a poker chip. I stay over just to feel your arms around me everytime I fall asleep but every night I'm over at your place, I fall asleep all by myself. I shouldn't have come huh, I should have just stayed home & sleep on my own comfy bed. Perhaps I complain too much. Perhaps I desire too much. I should just live with it.

Anyway, he woke up late, our initially plans were all canceled. Is it upsetting? Yes. Why? Because you & I totally have different sleeping timings. *Am not gonna carry on complaining. Must stop must stop ): Moving on... We went to town to get his hair cut as his attachment is starting tmrw! Byebye curly wurly hair of yours. So less time spent with boyfriend I guess. Dinner at TCC plus my favourite Java Chip from Starbucks. At midnight, tried staying awake to watch the Man U versus Arsenal's match. I managed to only watch up to Arsenal scoring 1 goal, then I had to crash to bed. Again, the bed had so much space as usual. Sigh.. Okay, I won't carry on whining like a bitch.

It's currently raining.. I'm waiting for Dad to come pick me up. I'm gonna leave Gerald's side with a sad side of me ): I'm so gonna miss my boy. I'm still contemplating if I should work, all my friends have started & quit their first day of work, will I be like them too? I'm not sure. Gaahh.. I'm supposed to be one of the ambassador for the F1 Photo Exhibition today, but I told them I couldn't make it, felt so bad if they I short of one person. Anyway, the week has pass by so fast in the blink of an eye. I heard the iphone has arrived, I'm gonna drag my Mommy out of the house to get it and along with other stuff I wanna buy. I hope she's free.. :D

On a side note, I talked to yw not long ago. We managed to actually just say whatever we want, which was pretty good. It's so funny how we could actually be on good terms now. But I guess you know sometimes your friends rather choose a guy over you, what to do. Tsk tsk.. One day, we will just laugh at the outcome & consequences of your relationship. Hahaha! Am I right yw? Well, you think you have been through much with him, I tell you one day you'll know, one day you'll see, one day you'll find out with your own self realisation. Even so, regret. Who knows? I don't know. I'm just waiting to see. Goodluck since you think he's so worth it in your eyes (: Word of advice: A leopard will never ever change its spots.









If you're the bird that flies away from me, I'd be the tree you can come home to. Anytime.

Do you have a plaster?
Because I scraped my knee falling for you

Thursday, August 27, 2009 - 2:23 PM

"I love you for who you are."

Monday, woke up a little late so didn't study much. Headed down to school, felt good (: Math UT3 was alright, initially it was damn easy but the later part was quite tough. After that, headed straight back home. Bumped into Kyser in the bus, it was great seeing him, now that he's doing fine. Came home, revised for Comms & as usual set aside time to talk to my baby!

Tuesday, was glad it was the last paper. Finally I'm done with Semester 1, cheerios Joy! Everything went good, went home with Candice. Had a really nice chat with her [: Well, she managed to follow me down for the interview, thanks dear! After that, headed back home & my lappy gave me problems. The next day, I had to head all the way down to school to get it fixed.

Coincidentally, Sister was in school, so met up with her for awhile. I love having small talks with her, it's when I get to know how she is & all.. We shared Western's chicken cutlet together, & I had my green apple snow with mixed fruit jelly while she had her green tea bubble tea with mixed fruit jelly. Heh! ^^ Soon after, cabbed down to Gerald's hse, I was so happy to see him! :D I initially planned to go home but in the end, I overslept till past midnight so decided to just stay over. My baby was so sick yesterday, I woke up to have checks on him, I was so worried. If I could, I would rather take all the pain away from you. Now he has gone to school for exams, I'm just waiting for him to come back home! I love you sweetheart. As the days go by, I would, want & am willing to stay beside you to take care of you.. I love you so much Gerald. All I want right now is to hug you & just lie beside you, look into your eyes. Because it's been so long since we just enjoyed one another's presence without doing anything. Because doing nothing is = our everything. Heehee. I love you. & I'll love you through it all..

Gerald is a damn good sweet talker..
Gerald: "You know I said I painted the sky blue for you? But you see the rainbow that appears randomly. The colours were painted in such a way that it reflected what you brought into my life; which in a nutshell means you brought colours into my life (:"

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Sometimes I always wonder, why do we read someone else's blog. Or in fact "stalk" them everyday whenever we can. Because they lead an extravagant life? They are the so-called "pretty/hunky" person? Or we just have to catch up with their life, knowing the most latest and juicy news? Well, I don't know, but you name them all. I'm sick and tired of even going through some friend's blog for example, thinking about it, it doesn't even benefit my life in any way. My life right now, I would say is much more amazing than yours, period. The bottom line, everyone has their own life, you mould your life.

The world is getting faker each days, girls or whoever trying to be someone they're not. Trying to get hold of attention. Take for example, The New Paper face & the F1 Grid Girls! Haha. Most people would agree that whoever who joins are all 'cui' a.k.a ugly girls. It just happens, maybe they just wanna gain recognition. But boys, would of cos think that they are awesome, having the biggest boobs, sexiest legs, wearing skimply, etc.. Then again, if you stop & think, people should love you for who you really are. At the end of the day, we are are humans, we die.





Would you love me in 5years time, 10, 20...? Oh boy, tell me...

When I thought our love was everything
I'm surrendering my all to you

Sunday, August 23, 2009 - 11:19 PM

"You are just simply amazing."

Yesterday, headed down to school to mug with Danial & Gayathri. Well, it was good, everything went well. Both of them left & I was alone after 6pm+. Decided to head back home & the bus took forever to come, so I tried waiting for a cab, but there was none in sight. Took the bus when it finally came but alighted & took the cab after. Gerald was waiting for me at my place, finally got to see him after 2 weeks. It's worth the wait, right hon? (: I was so excited to see him. You give me butterflies in my stomach whenever I see you still, you make me one happy girl, I swear no guy have ever done this much for me. My past relationship boys were just useless shitbags. I think whoever they are dating now, are "mhmmm, you can feel in this space (haha!)" & they took my leftovers which I think I don't need anymore. Hahaha! Have fun with it manxz. So back to my boy, he stayed over, his company was simply priceless.

As usual, I ended up going to bed earlier than him. He slept in while I headed to church this morning with Daddy & Brother. Went for lunch then back home. Studied till evening & went for dinner at the usual place- Red House at East Coast Park. Awesome food = Fatty bombom Joy. Who to blame? Gerald Lee Wei-en? Yes, of course him. If not who? Hahaha! :D Anyway, it's past 11pm, I'm tired from revising. I miss my baby.. 2 more UTs to go, goodluck to me!

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How far would you go for the one you love?

It takes a hell lot to even die for someone, but someone you truly love, it's without a doubt.. Also, about Greed. Okie, I can go on & on about this topic. I guess it's better to do some own reflections. So as to see, Sunday come & go that fast. It's already night. & it's not about chasing & keeping yourself on track to catch up with everyone every day. Trying to stay online, keeping in contact with the rest of the world, checking up on their status, wondering what they are doing, then your cell rings & the list goes on.. Tsk.. Don't you find yourself trying to or doing that every day. Cause I do sometimes. That sometimes, I find I'm losing who I am.. One minute you're alive, the other you'd dead. Just looking at the recent news. It's kinda sad. Just because we're trying to pace ourselves with not only the world but cyber world. & anticipating is not something most of us would not do nowadays. We simply rush through our lives..

Sometimes it's just good to disconnect yourself from the world whenever you can. To stop & smell the roses, to be grateful for all you have - your career, an education, a shelter, a family, a lover, food on the table, a healthy body etc... & appreciate whatever comes your way tmrw. People should really learnt that. Life is a blessing, it is a journey, not a destination.

Having you in my arms, Gerald, is a blessing. I love you, thanks for everything from the beginning up till now. Xoxo, goodnight! (:













Pull myself together, it'll be alright.

I don't mind living in a man's world
As long as I can be a woman in it

Friday, August 21, 2009 - 7:31 PM

"You are really my world, it revolves around you."

Monday, class was alright. Math was kinda nerve-wrecking at the end, that my team mates got me so pissed off I flared up at them, felt bad in the end :\ So anyway, after school stayed back with a few of them to study. Studied till 7pm plus and I couldn't take it anymore. Bused home with Danial and it was the most hilarious ride ever. There was this Indian guy sitting in front of us in the bus, then we spotted an insect on his hair so we presumed the insect landed there. Suddenly, we saw another one, & both of us got damn hyped up. Haha! We were laughing our asses off and talking rubbish. In the end, we moved to the back seats :D Danial, you are so mean! You videod me one time when I dozed off in the bus, you're a meanie beanie! Humphhh..

Tuesday, very little pple came to class. During the day, many left too which resulted to less than 20 of us left in the class. But everything still went alright. Thomas gave me a Subway cookie, it isn't that bad to be class reps after all. Haha! Ended pretty early so headed to the library with Danial. Studied & studied till 7pm+ till Brother came to pick me up & back home!

Wednesday, was kinda shocked to see my classmates alrdy in class when I came cos usually I'm the first few earliest. So anyway, I woke up at 6am+ just to revise & Enterprise Skills UT3 went alright, just that I made alot of careless mistakes as usual. I need to correct my habits like reading the question thoroughly & all, I also have a habit of seeing something as another. Gaah :\ After school, stayed back in school to revise for Science. It was a major killer, it was killing my brain cells, was really really sleepy, thanks to my period for coming at the right time -.- Urgh. Brother came to fetch me home arnd 7pm+, then home sweet home. Tried to revise but I had an emotional breakdown. Sigh..

Yesterday, Science went alright, although it was quite tough. Some unexpected stuff happened, like Antron not turning up for his UT3, because apparently someone jumped off the tracks at AMK station, it was quite freaky knowing it was the first day of 7th month. & Cheryl accidentally hit her laptop during UT and the comp restarted, thank God she could retrieve it and continue doing it. So after UT, went for lunch with Danial & Zackir and went to study. Well, I couldn't concentrate much due to the sleepiness and all, but I still managed to pull through. Met up with Sister for awhile too. Sometimes it feel as though we're drifting apart, we don't meet everyday, as always, I've missed you Sis ):

3 UTs down so far. Cognitive UT had to write alot today & I didn't have much time to check. Roarrr! Anyhoo, I'm in the library since 2pm+, revising for Math. Danial is here with me but he's watching youtube -.- I feel so bad for making him stay with me now. He doesn't study! Grrr.. Anyway, was supposed to meet Gerald today, in the end, we aren't meeting. Sorry darling. Well, sometimes you could only make one choice, you gotta sacrifice the other, so I guess tests comes first for now. I hope you understand. After that, you're back to my first priority when it's over, okay baby? I love you! Okay, I can't take it anymore.. I need some pampering! Shopping, massage, facial, spa pleaseeee? Purrr. Home sweet home for now. (Only if I have my driving license now) Toodles~











When lips are waiting to be kissed, longing to be kissed..

Yesterday still surrounds you
With a warm and precious memory

Sunday, August 16, 2009 - 2:08 PM

"You are my salvation to everything."

Hiieee~~
Yesterday, stayed home the whole day after attending Mass in the afternoon. Revised, slept, revised. Boy, I felt like the useless thing on earth. I have no freaking idea how nerds & all those smart people get such good grades? By mugging like a dog? Gosh..

I'm back home from church. The weather is killing me. Brother borrowed some horror DVD & I have to watch it with him. So I'll probably watch & study.. Blogger is being a bitch as I cannot upload any pictures and the format & all seemed so wrong. Why why why.. Anyhoo, I'm eating some wheatgrass pearl herbal jelly my mom insist I eat, its so so bitter! Okay this is random. I miss my boyfriend. I wish I could see him right now. Urgh. Nevermind, absence makes the heart grow fonder. I love you tofu (: Hahaha!

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I believe in you, believe in me, I believe in all the things that you've said to be. I believe in us, I believe in trust. I believe in everything, that you said would last.

Today is a very special day for me. It has been half a year I've spent with that special man, & I’ve not regret any bit of it. The one who have never fail to color my days with his love. The man who brought me out of misery & brought me to brighter days when I’m down. The one I shared my moments with. & that man is my one and only Gerald Lee..

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY SWEETHEART.
I've got the best thing in the world. Cause I got you in my heart in this screwed little world. Let's hold hands together because we can share forever. I never thought I'd use the word 'Forever' on someone else again, but I did it anyway. Maybe someday the sky will be coloured with our love...

Before I met you, I spent a lot of time meeting all kinds of people. I had a lot of fun, tears & learned a lot. Though each person I met had great characteristics. Something was missing.. No one person had all the qualities that I had hoped a person could have. Someone whose every action & thought I could respect. Someone who was very intelligent yet could also be fun-loving. Someone who was sensitive, yet virile. Exciting & sensuous. Someone who knew what they wanted out of life. A beautiful person inside & out. I could not find a person like this until I met you..

When I met you. I wasn't planning on falling in love. I wasn't planning on feeling so attracted to someone. But you awakened feelings inside of me that I'd forgotten existed. I fell in love with you at first sight anyway, when we met just at the fitness corner. When I met you, I didn't realize how much our love would grow. That the attraction that first brought us together would reach beyond passion, to the comfort of knowing I have a very special someone. I had no idea where our relationship would lead us & how beautiful you would make my world. But now I know without a doubt. The luckiest day of my life was the day I met you sweetheart. & every day I still want us to be together. Everyday I pray for the best of us... I love you darling, my one & only you, xoxo.



It's never enough to say, I love you.

Is love a game?
A win or a lose?

Saturday, August 15, 2009 - 9:10 AM

"You just keep me blown away by you."

Tuesday, finally went home after crashing over at Gerald's place. Skipped school too. I was sad I had to part with him, I hate that feeling, always. But on a lighter note, I've got some clothes & underwears from Topshop (:

Wednesday, I decided to go to school cos it's my favourite day. Besides, Nelson brought his DSLR to school. It was awesome, camwhored a little! Snapping photos with it just gives a good satisfaction, haha! After class ended, faci gave us some tibits. Gosh, I'm gonna miss her because she's one of the best & lenient faci I've come across. With only As & Bs for the whole of 15 weeks!! After school, went up to the lawn to take a few more photos then back home.. Was supposed to revise abit but ended up not doing a single work at all. Tsk tsk..

Thursday, didn't attend class but went to meet Danial in school to study. Coincidentally, I saw Justin there, he skipped class too. Studied quite abit I'll say.. Nelson came to join us after awhile. Left school & headed back home at 4pm. Initially wanted to meet Gerald but we didn't meet in the end, I was kinda sad. Went over to Grammy's place & stayed over. Sadly, Grandma was in Penang if not I could have seen her.

Yesterday, last Science module & I'm never gonna touch Science again. Thank God.. I really dislike Science. Hahaha! So oh well, everything went good. After school, my friends & I went to visit Su as she isn't feeling that good recently. I hope she'll be alright in time to come! After that, I went back home. Studied a bit & went to bed.. Had a short talk with Gerald on the phone, it was so hilarious. I wish I could take Stefen's place instead so I'll be able to meet him every day. But I guess that's just impossible :\ Reality Joy, reality..

"Men always want to be a woman’s first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance."
-Oscar Wilde

Gerald's impromptu sweetness:-
Things I love about Joy:
1) Cute
2) Sexy
3) Awesome character
4) Interesting
5) Funny
6) The X-factor that attracts me every single time I see her
Hahahahahaha. Tell me my Baby's so adorable & sweet. He's indeed one sweet talker but he amuses me and I'm very certain of his feelings for me. I love you baby!

I am up! But not yet rising. I can't sleep anymore, kept tossing & turning in bed.. I woke up seeing one message from Gerald, it was so funny, it says: "Omg baby, I got a knot in my hair." I immediately burst out laughing. How cuteee.. That wavy hair boy, time for a hair cut! But but.. You look cute with long hair instead ): So anyway, played some instrumentals as I pull back the curtains & tried to breathe in some fresh air. My all time favorite instrumental - Kiss the rain. Yeah, it holds so much meaning just hearing these symphonies. Then I thought, I had only this in mind... They say true love will last till the end of time. But then even the most boundless love can end. So then again, tell me what's real?

This weekend would soon be long gone, appreciate the goner, embrace the new week silly Joyyiee.. This weekend would probably be spent without Gerald, instead my revision will take over him. How great, uh. Nevermind, just a few more weeks to be able to see you! & tmrw's our 6th month, half a year babehh! Lurrvee youuu.




















Please stay, forever..

Why does this love
Always has to feel like a battlefield?

Monday, August 10, 2009 - 12:40 PM

"You have made me so mesmerized with you, that I want to stay with you forever."

Friday, everything in school went alright. After school, finally met up with Girlfriend. I weren't supposed to shop but in the end, I just splurge. I've been spending way too overboard. But whenever I realize that fact, it doesn't change. Hmm.. So that means, no stopping! (: So now who wants to fund my indulgence? Heh heh pleaseeee, love you all my life... Not. So after, my legs and hands were aching really bad. Cabbed down to Gerald's hse to see him & I stayed over. I love the way he will always tuck me into bed, kisses me and telling me he loves me. It's such bliss.

On a side note, some incident just made me really happy & relieved. Because of it, it also showed me how much Gerald has been there for me through all odds. I'm so thankful. He just never gives up on me, unlike friends who does. You make love ignite like it's a new miracle everyday & you make me gaze at you at all the moments you never noticed, just because I'm wondering what I possibly ever did right to deserve love like this coming from you. You mix laughter into my eyes & win smiles from my lips. You garner whispers from my heart & stubborn frowns at the most unexpected moments I love you. I love you still, & I'll love you through it all. I'll love you through this lifetime.

Saturday, lunch at Thai Express, after which I cabbed back home. In the afternoon, headed down to OLPS for some fund raising for Divine Mercy church and also for evening mass. Dinner was at East Coast Park with family, food was just good to the maxxx.

Yesterday, went over to Gerald's place. I took the MRT after so long, it feels really weird. Well, I just wanted to save some moolahs as Friday I spent like nobody's business alrdy. I tried studying abit, but as you can forsee I'm being distracted here & there by him. In the night, we were both catching the NDP on the tv. This year sadly, I didn't get tickets so I couldn't go. I've been going for the NDP almost every year, it's my favourite, I like it. I take much pride in our country (: Happy 44th Birthday Singapore! Heehee. Anyway, dinner was prepared by Gerald's Mommy. I tell you, the food was just scrumptious. –envy me please. Hahahaha! We caught a glimpse of the fireworks from his place too, perfect. Rested for awhile then we headed down to Holland V to meet Wolfgang & Vic. After which, we came back home and we called it a night.

Baby's soundly asleep now. I hope I could do some revision today. Later~

edited \ 11:59pm
Had steamboat with Gerald just now somewhere near Raffles hotel, good food. Thinking about it, I realised the months I've been with him, we've always been indulging on good food, that's why I claimed that he makes me fat! Gaaah, nevertheless, everything with him have been awesome, I love it. I'm currently studying on his bed right now while he's studying at his table. He's being so distracted by eating, having his Foot Manager game on, fiddling with his iphone and Ipod video. It seriously makes me laugh. I feel kinda sleepy, but I'm just trying to hang on. The song "Love Will Lead You Back" by Taylor Dayne is playing on my iTunes now. Nice song. & yes, I'm downloading Maplestory again. After years of not playing. I'm feeling eggcited!! Okay, back to some revision now! Mhmm, the pandan cake is spongy. Heee :D





















What would you do if I got taken away?

As long as you love me
I'll be loving you a long time

Thursday, August 06, 2009 - 7:06 PM

"I am standing by you all the way. I will back up up no matter what happens."

Monday, didn't want to go school but Nelson asked me to go so I went. In the end, he didn't turn up! So anyway, my ezlink card had no money so I had free bus trip to Khatib station. From there, I topped up my card and took the mrt to school, which made me reach school pretty early. Gaahh.. Anyway, Cognitive was damn slack as usual. Ended early and headed straight home.

Tuesday, dreaded class so much as it was Comms module, dislike my faci that was the reason why. Super moody & all, furthermore, my team mates don't contribute to the ppt except for one or 2, so I totally couldn't take it I shouted at them. I think I need anger management classes :\ Webcammed with Gerald, which made me happy once again. He was especially sweet-tongued.

Yesterday, wasn't paying much attention during class. Webcammed with Gerald, he was damn cute. He fell asleep and I swear he was even cuter. Ahhh, hahahahaha!! We were supposed to go for a talk but because it was first come first serve basis, we didn't have seats. There was a long queue I swear, later everyone starting pushing and all. Grrr.. Headed down to Causeway with my friends & we had an early dinner there (: From there, I decided to take a new bus with Catherine I never took before as I wanted to try out. Came home, oovoo-ed with Baby. It was damn good, being able to see him and talking to him is such bliss. I love you honey!

Daddy came to fetch me to school this morning. Guess what! He surprised me with mac breakfast plus some cash too! :D Hehe. Anyway, the whole class didn't turn up in red/white, such a disappointment. Tsk, at least be enthu about it manxzx. So yeah, in the morning we had the pledge moment, where every class was projected with the live video of outside where pple were reciting within RP. Science was kinda different, we didn't have to do powerpoint instead it was Q&A so it was quite slack. After school, headed straight back home & the bloody bus was again so hot! Urgh. I'm home! Feeling dead, not that tired, just dead. My nails are fugly ugly, I need a manicure! Blogger is weird when I'm home, but alright anywhere outside home. Tell me why? Why why why. So Daddy is leaving for Japan tonight, which means no one to fetch me home next week if I need to, roar. Tmrw's Friday. TGIF. I'm moodless, I have no idea what I'm typing anymore.. Off to the showers!

To that particular good friend whom I once treasured- Cos one day girl, your true friends will even turn their backs on you because the choices you made in life will be a mistake to you in the future. Go ahead, just go ahead & follow those losers. One day, you'll know... We meant well for you. But you chose to ignore our intentions. Run free, do whatever you like now. I won't say I'm disappointed in you, cos perhaps I'm just plain naive to even have trusted you. Am I hurt? You tell me. People come and go, true friends stay, that I gotta accept. Just know that some mistakes made can never be erased. You make that choice girl.















What if making that someone happy means sacrificing your own?

When the final day comes
I know I'd still be happy with you

Sunday, August 02, 2009 - 8:13 PM

"When love is the strongest, less words are needed."

Monday, dragged myself to school. Slept at 1am+ as I was just settling stuff which totally wasted my time. Tried to stay as awake as I can in school. Had a lost of appetite too :\ Well, I was just settling stuff that I wasn't paying attention at all. I'm sure gonna get a lousy grade although I know I could have gotten a grade A again. Urgh, mofos. Headed straight home after school, dozed off in the bus. Danial was so funny, he was afraid I fell off the chair! Haha! When Mommy is not at home, I realised I can't handle stuff. Am I that independent as I said I was? Hmmm...

Tuesday, was kinda late for school cos the bus was too packed I couldn’t hop on. What nonsense. So I took the bus then the mrt. I forgot to bring my thermometer to school and Comms faci was being a bitch, making so much noise about it. Luckily, Marc has the ear one, so he lent me but Comms faci just had to insist I pay him when Marc was cool about it.

Wednesday, as usual wasn’t paying much attention in class. Webcammed with Gerald, was so so damn happy to see him! He is so adorable, especially is curly hair, which makes him even more cute. –pinches your softcheeks. Wanted to bank in money near my place, then in the end the machine had problems. Grrr, make me walk so far!

Thursday, 1 team went off as they couldn’t tolerate Science lesson, how funny. But anyway, my presentation went great! (: After school, had photoshop workshop. Thinking about it, I shldn’t go cos what the person taught I alrdy knew, kinda wasted my time. But on a lighter note, Daddy came to pick me up & what’s better is that he bought me awesome food – fish spaghetti! Hahaha!

Friday, one by one my classmates started to leave class. I perservered through the whole day. After class, headed down to fairfield for some thanksgiving ceremony. I felt so nostalgic when I entered, it brought back so so much memories. Memories which includes friendships & relationships. 5 years in that school not only left me with good memories but some heartaches too. But then again, I've longed left them behind and moved on.. A new school, new environment, new lease of life. After everything ended, headed down to Gerald's place and I stayed over.

Yesterday, Gerald left early in the morning for his tournament, while I was still sleeping enjoying the aircon in his room (: But I head down to see him in the afternoon, yet again he brought back a Gold medal. Congratulations, am so proud of you baby! After that, came home rested and had dinner. Guess where we had dinner? Sushi Tei!! ^^v Hahaha, our favorite! We both ate till we were so bloated. Anyway, stayed over his place again. Wheee..

Lazed at home the whole day, we're such bummers I know. Dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki at Airport Terminal 3, it was good. I'm finally back home right now. The weekends are coming to an end in just a few hours. I've to start revising for my UT3 which is gonna come real soon. Baby sent me to my doorstep and it was really sad seeing him leave. I wish he could stay with me longer, but then again, impossible. I'm anticipating for the weekends to arrive again! Alrighty, I'm off to shower and rest. Lurveeee~

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Recalling my past separation, & so then I try to recollect my memories. & I couldn't. It seems like I've lost that key to the memory in my brain. I don't know. I've read about things like this & a doctor once said that usually due to what that person's been true, those memories are not lost, but they're just subconsciously hidden in the brain, telling nothing to that one self. So I wonder if it's a good thing if I were to remember? After so much hoo-haa that happened regarding you, I'd never be friends with my exes. Over & moved on. Whether you've regretted at all, 2 words for you, fuck you. One thing's for sure is that, friends after lovers? For me now, that's impossible. I can't see myself being just ordinary friends with a person I once shared so much love with, the person I once held hands with, the person I know I could die for...

Now, my broken pieces caused by you were mended by someone who just came along my way. The person was much more than you could ever be. A gentleman, a lover. When I fall down, he picked me up. When I fell ill, he took care of me. When I'm down, he brought a smile to my face. When I'm worried, he assures me. I'm thankful for you, Gerald. Thank you from the first day we knew to up till now, thank you for being by my side, thank you for lending a listening ear and a crying shoulder, thank you for trusting me, thank you for being who you truly are, thank you for footing the bill most of the time, thank you for lending me your time, thank you for being the sweetest boyfriend I could ever had. & I could thank you for a million things if I could list them all here.

I don't wanna be your just-another-girl, cos you mean everything to me. I love you Gerald.





























































I will love you, in every single breath you take. I will.

Cos in your eyes I'd like to stay
You changed my world with just one kiss

SEALED WITH TENDER LOVING KISSES
I'm just another writer still trapped within my truth

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

NAVIGATIONS JUST ABOVE
Beauty is the mind of a woman, in every aspect of the word. Despite all the negativity that you hear, a woman's thoughts define beauty & beauty refines life.


You feel with what your fingertips would brush, my warmth, ravishing over painted lips.
You feel with what your gazing eyes would see with stolen glances among the starlit skies.

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Welcome to princess-joyy.blogspot.com!

Viewing this site properly requires the following :
A mind & ability to read.
INTERNET EXPLORER ONLY. I am aware that this site does not look right in firefox.
Tolerance for a teenager who has not yet fully understood her purpose in this crazy world.

First and foremost I, Joy Molina, run this site not you. On this site you can read my blog & further explore who I am through my expressions.

Whatever I put on this site is because I gave it some value to my life & wanted to share with you. If you have any type of objection towards anything that I say or put on this site, do whatever you want because I don't really give 2 flying fucks about what you or anyone else has to say about me. Keep in mind, I write for the pure joy of myself. The purpose of this site is mainly for my journal.

I often find myself on the net to escape the realities of life. I find refuge in my blog. To me, I can vent & get feedback. The site is also a hobby for me. Making layouts, content, updating & changing things. Keeps me busy. All I ask is that while you're here, you respect my thoughts & my space. "Hating" of any kind is not allowed here & will get your ip banned with the quickness of my mouse. Everything you see here is rightfully Copyrighted to Joy Molina at princess-joyy.blogspot.com unless otherwise stated. If you are caught copying or stealing, I won't be nice about it, period. There are no excuses. I will be blogging until my mind can't coherently produce words anymore.

So roam around, think what you want, just don't judge because you're not much better. With all that said, I hope you enjoy my site and the "flavour" it has to offer you.

FEMME FATALE


Name Joy Gabriella Molina
Age Seventeen Going On Eighteen
Status Blissfully Taken : Gerald
Birthdate December 9th 1991
Ethnic Origins Filipino Chinese
Religion Roman Catholic
School Republic Polytechnic (DHHM)
>> FACEBOOK.
>> FRIENDSTER.
/Looking for my email? Ask my boyfriend, haha!
<3 The sexiest paramour, since 16 February '09

"Remember that as a teenager you are at the last stage of your life when you will be happy to hear that the phone is for you" - Fran Lebowitz
I'm a young femelle barreling through life. I live my life, one day at a time, & enjoying the most of it. I'm a hopeless romantic, & I love getting caught up in the moment. A Catholic caught in the Lord's playing fields. God designed my life in a certain way and I refuse to force my way out of this structure. I have been shifting to different types of houses since young. I stand up for myself and for what I believe in. I paint my nails. I love arty stuff, heels, short skirts, hot bods, accessories, shopping & the high life. I continue to enjoy my pampered life. I'm materialistic & gets happy/amused easily. Laughter is something I can't get enough of. I drink but I don't smoke. I'm also highly adamant about looking my best. I can be oh-so-random, but I know when to shut my gap. I have a family who dotes on me. Lastly, I am your sex symbol (haha). Remember, "Never compromise your happiness for anything else."

"When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends" - Japanese Proverb
I have a bunch of nutty bestfriends, a diverse group of friends whom I love. I guess I have friends who reflect each aspect of my personality. They are awesome people I love to hang out with.

"To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act" - Anatole France
I longed to travel around the world. My dream is to be the best Joy Molina I can be. I want to have a fulfilling life with the man of my dreams. I want to have a certificate which entitles me to luxury in the future (I dream big huh!). From there, I'll take a nice house somewhere out of this country and enjoy. Of cos, there are more to be said..

THE PALE LIGHT

Oscar Wilde
In the absence of love, there is nothing worth fighting for.
Hearts live by being wounded.

Captain Jean-Luc Picard
Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived.

Carl Jung
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

Henry Van Dyke
Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love, to work, to play, and to look up at the stars.

Mary Oliver
To live in this world you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go.

1 Timothy 4:12
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith & in purity.

Matthew 5:43-44
Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.

SACCHARINE TASTE

Chanel, Dancing, Dark & white choc, Designing, Fashion, Green tea, Laughing, Lustful thoughts, Music, My nails, My clique (sexy eight), Shopping, Smell of rain, Photography, Sunflowers\Roses, Waves

CHICS & DRUGS

Be with god for eternity
Everlasting love with you
Happiness throughout my life
Glamorous life now & ahead

>> I want to play the piano & sing to the one I love one day
>> I want to do something that will touch someone special
>> I want to step on the pedal
>> I want to feel the steering wheel in my hands
>> I want to live in a perfect home with my dearest
>> I want to travel around the world
>> I want to die peacefully

Red PSP slim
Ipod Touch
Fujitsu Lifebook S6520
G-Mask my lappy
New phone!
Going overseas to study
Naval piercing (:
Tongue piercing
 Labret piercing
Tattoos!
Move house, again
 New stuff for my room
 Slumber party (:
Canon Ixus 100IS RED!
Sec 5NA chalet 2009!
 To have a wonderful birthday party 09'

UNWIND YOURSELF


Author Gavin Rossdale
Song Love Remains The Same

THE L WORDYY

Great Love Sensation. <3

(L)(O)(V)(E)
Right now, I'm blissfully in love with Gerald Lee Wei-En (:

I just can't understand the hearts of men. They tell you they want you & then they leave you. This is the first time, you're special. I believed those words & I was so happy.

The beauty of the lake is always changing, with the light, the weather & the season. Yet each change holds a splendor all its own, each viewing precious for its own reason.

In sunshine, golden stars dance across the water. Moonlight shines a beacon in the peaceful night. The wind causes whitecaps to erupt & roll, while calm brings assorted reflections of light.

The water has a new costume each day, perhaps gray or green, aqua or blue. Though each view is different, the lake is the lake, lovely in its every color, mood & hue.

My thoughts of the lake remind me of you, my wonderful, loving partner in life. Through sunny days and stormy times, we've stayed together as boy & girl.

Your love is my beacon, my star & my light; all your colors & moods are precious to me. You make every day an enchanting delight, and I'll love you for all eternity.

With you at my side, every experience is beautiful!

Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.

MELTING HOT KISSES

Stat Debuted on June 2004
Version 5.7
Layout since 8th June 2009
Skin Forest Of Eden
Designer Joy Molina

Credits
Artworks: Adobe Photoshop CS2, Picasa, Paint, Webmonkey, GIF Animator
Site Hosting: Blogger.com
Image Hosting: Photobucket.com
Tagboard: Cbox.ws
Guestbook: Bravenet.com
Miscellaneous: My smarty brain

HOOKED-UPS GALORE

>> Drill comp girls' BBQ pictures (1 April '07)
>> BBQ pictures at cousin's place (30 April '07)
>> Mommy's birthday pictures (15 May '07)
>> Day out at the zoo pictures (11 June '07)
>> 2 years Anniversary video (16 November '07)

CHRONICLES OF MY LIFE

05 Locked & kept as memories.
06 Locked & kept as memories.
07 Locked & kept as memories.
08 January , February , March , April , May , June , July , August , September , October , November , December
09 January , February , March , April , May , June , July , August , September , October , November , December

PRIVATE AFFAIRS

Hey lovely potatoes, I've changed my tagboard to a guestbook instead. So don't be a lazy bum, do one more extra step which is to click the link below to access my guestbook. Do leave a comment too. Thank You (:

JOY MOLINA'S GUESTBOOK


Can love survive the fall of paradise?
Show me love, till I'm screaming for more

LUNATIC PARADE

(As): Alan , Alethia , Alice , Alicia , Amanda Chia , Amanda Lim , Ambra , Amy , Angela , Atika , Atikah , Atiqah , Azel
(Bs): Baoyue , Ben , Benedict , Bernice Goh , Beverly , Bryan
(Cs): Caiyi , Carissa , Carmelle , Celeste Chen , Charis , Charmaine , Charmaine Ong , Cheryl , ChiLung , Chloe , Christine , Claire , Clarissa , Cleo , Collette

(Ds): Daniel , Danielle , Debbie , Debrah , Denissa , Dheelah , Donna , Dorcas
(Es): Elaine , EnWei , Evangelyn
(Fs) Fadhli , Faraz , Felicia , Feliza , Franciso

(Gs): Gerald , Geraldine Lee , Geraldine Poh , Geraleine , Gerann , Gideon , Grace, Grace Peh
(Hs): Hanis , Haziq , Hosan , Hoxanna , Huda , HuiJuan , HuiZhen
(Js): Jane , Jane Toh , Janet , Jeremy Ooi , Jessica , Jiyin , Jo , Joanne , Joavan , Johnson , Jolene , Jovene , Joy Sim , Justin Chee

(Ks): Kasman , Kaz , Keren , Kervon
(Ls): Leonel , Liyan , Liyana , Lovelle
(Ms): Madhu , Mag , Maple , Marilyn , Marissa , Melody , Michelle Lau , Mitchell , Muttaqin

(Ns): Natalia , Natalie , Nira Chan
(Ps): Peggy
(Rs): Rachel , Rae , Ralene , Richelle , Rosanne , RuiShan , Ruth

(Ss): Sabrina , Sammi , Sarah , Sha , Shanny , Shenn , Sherman , ShiJie , Siti , Sue
(Ts): Tammy , Tessa , Tessa Ee , Tiffany , Timothy Cheang , Timothy Puah , Tracy
(Vs): Valentina , Vannessa Ker , Viccintta , Vicki , Vishnu

(Ws): William , Winner, Winnie, Wonderline
(Xs): Xiaxue , XiuWen
(Ys): Yang , YeeWen , Yennie , YingYing , Yolanda , YuLing , Yutaki
(Zs): Zen

(Miscellaneous):
 Library , Banner , Star , Xboarding , Friends , World Peace , Sun , Colour Spin